WTF Am I Doing?

I feel like I should start this by telling myself that I am V proud of myself for how far I have come. 2020 has been surprisingly good to me despite the current world-wide conditions (that's a topic for another day...so many thoughts). Anyway, one of my bigger goals this year, if anyone is still keeping track of those, was to get my Real Estate License. Not that I have particularly ever been...